However, killing GOD doesn't mean running a goliath-sized dagger through the heart of GOD and then watching HIM Bleed. Much to the dismay of many with horrific ways in mind, GOD-killing needs to be done spiritually because GOD is spirit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQiSri31xMo Galatians 2: 20 I
In the faulty Understanding stage, there is always a lack of context or worse, the absence of (appropriate) content. In this stage, often times, the Christian doesn't necessarily have an answer of faith for a query of doubt. In some cases, this is so because said-Christian is secretly in doubt and innately in denial of the faith as well.
I must warn you, no one is exempted from this. The fact that you are aiming to be just Christ-like (Christian in practice and confession) doesn't mean you have not attempted the murder of GOD or partaken in a GOD-slaughter once or twice a day (at best).
Hope comes with pain especially in the face of opposition.
In a world of separation from GOD and all GOD is, we should rejoice in connection with GOD, in communion with GOD, in love for GOD.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUiH8-wSjC4 What does JESUS say about our time?
“The best way to kill a man is to teach him how to stop living. The best way to prosper the war is to ensure the need for the war”.