It is by grace that we are aware of the race and it is by the knowledge of the place of God that we can Finish Our journey to trace the footsteps back to the life of peace. It is not by the power of boasting or upsurping that we overcome, it is by the testimony of the nature of God which we follow and the divine grace to do so, without weavering in doubt.
To be on the side of GOD, is to be broken from inside out, to be woken from the inside and out of the great slumber of the world. To be a channel of heaven upon the earth, you must be ready to be opposed, be prepared to be up and positioned on the pinnacle of shame. You shall be persecuted, you shall be ridiculed, you would not fit in, you would be a misfit
We were born in a time when our one problem was having so much to decide from. It also means we got to know a lot was wrong and it was a song which was sung for so long, I bet you that you still remember the sound of morality before every deed and this is coupled with the promise of the Creator to write the law in our hearts. The moral code is painted on the walls of our judgment and mind; so yes, most of our sins are very much consciously committed
You fret because the Salvation looks too clean for swine, too perfect for flawed beings, too immerse for the simple mind, too holy for the one who draws meaning from unholiness. You are fretful that this change would not last, that the redemption cannot be redeemed, that for every motion to rise above the filth, there is a depth of death that calls you back with the face of pleasure.
There can be no other exaltation as greatly machined as this: that GOD should be reiterated in creation and done so by a repetition in flesh. GOD'sBondMan is the actualisation of this, the process to the actualisation. The goal is to repeat GOD upon the earth, to echo GOD's voice, to "as it is in heaven" so do "upon the earth".
You should embrace the waters from heaven and earth as they come. The pain from memories as they come, the hurt from memories as they go, the hate from a differed-hope – as it is healing.
GOD would not strive with flesh that is desperate and wicked and in conscious desire to be alienated from HIS Will. GOD would not strive with us if we choose to be silent when HE calls; if we hide from HIS voice and run from HIS footsteps and drive HIS essence away and push HIS thoughts “to decay”. If we denounce GOD when we are given the chance to accept HIM, GOD would not strive.