Another point is that with polygamy comes the need to constantly judge – not just character but the array of choices. You'll need to know good and evil, good from evil and it goes on and on. Every contact has two sides…you need to decide on which is which. That’s the true conflict and it’s all happening inside you, first.
"I think, that's where true redemption is, to take away everything that covers our vulnerability before him. I think GOD wants us to come naked before Him so he can cloth us with light, he wants us to come bleeding before him so he can heal us with love" I said and wondered what I even meant.
The command is: Don't have anything stopping GOD in HIS way of redeeming you to the righteousness that beats the standards of guilty and frail humans.
Whether, we can analyse the reason why HE does what HE does, it is certain that GOD is in the business of stunning us with the impossible to do what is made possible only by HIM.
If the adversary of your life seeks to bring to your consciousness the evils you have repented of and rent your clothes in contrite restitution, give a deaf ear.