Here’s the gist. If your desire doesn't lead you to GOD, purity and the essence of the truth, then you need to pull the plug and have a surgical session on the desire. Cut it open and fix this and that before using. All desires can be re-routed to do good.
The man shall alter disorder with the order of GOD until no separation will be between man and GOD
You give reasons for being and why this is this and that is that and why this is not that or that is not this and you are fought for it. The very mention of being different in the way you are upsets the balance of this world. I observed more times than a dozen that in the very moment I say, “I love GOD, I believe GOD and I follow GOD because I trust GOD and GOD is to me as light is to see" the earth begins to rotate in a contrary sequence.